Character

I suppose I’ll come out hostile on my fresh website , not that- that’s what I would of wanted but , it’s come to my attention that with a rude awakening or “slap in the face” how nice I truly am . Nice meaning - go above and beyond for people I care about and hell .. even a stranger, my efforts to help others at cost of myself is so incredibly took advantage of - that it’s time for that to end .

With life you learn lessons . Too bad at my age of 36 years old and the past years of repetitive “fuck me overs” you’d think this attitude I’m from now on displaying woulda came sooner.

The straw that breaks the camels back has had me realize a lot and it’s this right here. I do not work for free ladies and gentlemen.. I know it comes too a great shock to a lot of people. Hand outs maybe something your use to through your life , or taking from others , rob Peter to pay Paul type shit. Well I ain’t Peter anymore but I’ll be Paul.

If anybody calls my business wanting services from me. You have to pay me. I have children to feed, gas to pay for , house to upkeep, just like most (or maybe not most considering my line of work) of you out there who won’t work for free either .

Disrespect , has fresh new meaning to me and character I sadly don’t see much valued. Character these days considering the fact people who are kind, caring , and a good person In general seem to be the same people who get fucked over.

Food for thought - Maybe you belong right where you are at? You’re the only one who led yourself to that spot your in.. whether it be in your car, your moms basement, divorced , … jail ….

We all play the leading role of our own destiny . You just have to decide to get up , dust off that dirt and do something about it.

But , when the time comes when anybody needs help , because they want different. Don’t expect the karma god to not come around and kick you in your teeth.

Your character , your word, morals, values , are the only things other see. You get what you give. ..